So what's up motherhood? Well I'm going to tell you what’s up! I'm tired, I have a newborn daughter and an almost 7 year old son and I am always on the go. If it’s not one kid, it’s the other kid... it’s like clockwork. I hope I’m not alone in that statement. Motherhood is a day to day struggle, it didn’t come with no manual no instructions no NOTHING!! I sit in my bed every morning and think like oh lord here we go again I just went to bed only 3 hours ago. I forgot how it felt like having a newborn on account of my son is almost 7. People always pat me on the back about the age difference and then of course you have the ones that are like “oh noooo I can’t start over again.” I look at them and in my mind I say shut the hell up!! Let me live my life and you live yours. Motherhood makes you want to pull every follicle of your hair out little by little. I know my son be testing my nerves every day. I feel like he wakes up and says “I’m going to get on my mommy’s last nerve today”. I love both of my kids to death but sometimes I’m like we need to be apart for a while. I need to get my mind back in order because my mind isn’t where I need it to be. Don’t you wish you can take a vacation week or time off like at work? Motherhood is a beautiful thing and I wouldn’t change it for the world. It’s worth all your imaginatory hair follicles being ripped out.